Hello! I am blogging from an airplane way up in the sky. {waves}
I am going to Florida. It’s a bit of a last minute trip and I wanted to fill you in a teeny tiny bit since I’ll be blogging from a different location this week.
A while back I shared that I was going through a hard time. I couldn’t really give a lot of information at the time because I didn’t know what the hell was happening. I truly didn’t have a good explanation. I still don’t.
All I can really say is, Ben and I are facing a challenging time in our relationship.
I am just filling ya in a bit since it does have an impact on my running and eating – which is what RER is about…
It affected my eating because I was very stressed. I am back to eating what is usual for me, but I didn’t want to cook for a bit so it was a lot of quick and convenient foods. (The Blue Apron delivery helped me get back in the kitchen, which was nice.)
I’ve also been drinking more, mostly because it’s what I do when I go out with my friends, it’s social. I’ve been trying to keep myself busy. I’m not sitting at home alone hitting the bottle so I’m not worried about it.
When things first started to happen I was two days out from the Ventura marathon and shouldn’t have been running so quickly after 26.2 miles but I needed to for mental health. Running is my therapy. I took it easy and just went out to breathe.
I am a very positive, grateful person. Even on the worst day of my life I am still extremely blessed. I live in America. I have an amazing family. I have a job that I love (thank you for reading RER). I know God. I have a great place to live.
There are probably people in other parts of the world would love to trade places with me. So, I’m very very grateful for the things I do have.
I am going to visit Ben and his family in Florida for Thanksgiving (for new readers – that’s where he is from and his fam lives).
Relationships are complicated and I am only one side of the story. I’m also the only one that asked to put their business on the internet – I appreciate you giving us privacy on this.
I’ll still be blogging (and running and eating) from Florida – thank you again for following along in my lil life journey.
And now I am getting excited for my favorite day of the year – THANKSGIVING!!!!!
