Oh my gosh today was crazy! After my 7am client I considered working out, but decided to come home for breakfast instead. Best decision I ever made today.
Then, I headed back to work for 2 more sessions. I had a short break for lunch before I had to go to my mystery appointment and that’s what today’s confession is all about…
Confession #1: I never skip a meal. Nope. Not even when someone may or may not see my naked that day…
Confession #2: I took “romantic” photos today. There was a Groupon a while back and I thought it would be a great anniversary gift for Ben. The second anniversary is nekkid pics right?!
Let me say, this is super random and out of character so I feel really weird sharing this! But, the Groupon deal was a for a boudoir session and included make-up for super cheap! Ben always says, “You’ll be dead before you know it!”
So, I decided to go for it! 
Confession #3: I am considering posting the pics and renaming this site RER After Dark. I’m hoping there might be some people out there with a fetish for thick albino looking Mexican girls…
Confession #4: I just lied right there ^
Confession #5: I saw some of the pics and let’s just say – THANK GOD for Photoshop. It’s proof Jesus loves people with cellulite on their butts, thighs, everything.
Confession #6: I was starving and only grabbed veggies on the way back to work for my long evening session. The confession part of this = I hate people who are hungry and only eat veggies. WTF. 
Confession #7: Since I was only eating vegetables I justified getting a soda to go with it. Boo Monica, Boo.b
Confession #8: A lady gave me 5 bucks for taking a survey at the mall when I got the soda. I’m taking this as a sign of approval from above 🙂 
Confession #9: Since my healthy baked pumpkin bread was crappy I topped it with sunflower seed butter and chocolate. It’s still healthy right?!
Confession #10: Everyone wanted to know why I came to work with so much hooker make up on. I can’t keep a secret. I think I’m being judged. 
I am posting this despite the fact that it’s embarrassing to admit because ‘why the heck not?!’.
Part of me did this photo thing because my body is as good as it’s ever going to get and I want to preserve a memory before it all goes to shit. Another part of me did it for the chubby girl inside of me (and maybe you). Every girl deserves to feel pretty even with the help of photoshop. If I did this you can do it too 🙂
You’ll be dead before you know it!
I love these confessions. You are HAWT!!! 😉
Good for you!!! I’m proud that you made the decision for both you and Ben.
I bet you looked fabulous, Monica. You’re hot, own it girl!!! I’m so glad you shared – you seem so REAL on your blog, I love the honesty. Keep it up!
It is great you took the chance and did the shoot. I actually did one just a few months back right before my wedding. I wanted to give a book to my husband on our wedding day. It does take courage to do it but I thought it was fun after a little while. Ben will love it.
You look absolutely stunning – nothing like a hooker. ;D I always feel super awkward in front of a camera and admire those that can actually have fun with it. Go you and Ben will love it!
That is such a cool idea, I bet Ben will LOVE LOVE LOVE them!
My friend does boudoir sessions and says that they are so fun to shoot because she can see the women getting more confident as the shoot goes on. You rock your hot self, Monica!
Awesome! That’s totally on my bucket list. I’m in the process of losing 100 pounds and I’m alllllmost there, and training for a marathon which is right before my bday. I figure, by the time I can run a marathon, that’s the best my body is EVER going to be, so I plan on giving myself nekkid pics for my bday to celebrate 🙂
So brave! I’m working on getting to a healthier weight right now, and I’ve thought about scheduling something like this a few months from now as encouragement to stay on track (kind of like signing up for a race keeps me running). haha
ooo i like the makeup!!! you look great!!!
Too cute! I totes share your view on confession #1… Hungry Allison= crabby Allison! You look great for your pictures- bet they will turn out fab!
I got a similar Groupon to use the photos as a gift for my finace. I am soooo nervous! You definitely made me feel better about the whole thing!
I see where this is going, soon TMZ will be reporting how pictures of you scantily clad have surfaced and you will claim to not know how they got out there. 😉 Good for you!
I did a boudoir photo shoot for my husband as his wedding present! I was terrified, but it went so much better than I thought. I think you’ll be surprised when you get the pics back, and discover you really like them 🙂 I also figured that I’m in about the best shape as I’ll ever be right now, so might as well! I thought it would be nice to look back on when I’m 60 lol.
What a fun post, Monica! I’ve been reading since I met you at HLS but have been falling short on the commenting lately – this post brought it out in me. 😉 I, too, think it’s a brave thing to do! Were the photographers women? That would help me. And I think it’s so neat that you didn’t wait until you felt you looking your “best” but realized that you’re beautiful and young and this is a great time to go for something like this! A great message in a fun post.
I’m intrigued. Naked-naked?! We need more details!
Good for you for taking those pics! It’s not something I ever have the desire to do, but more power to you. 🙂
ow ow! Sexay Monica!!! 😉
That is so awesome Monic! You deserve it! You work so hard and I admire you for that. 😉 You know I want to see them….
I love confessional posts! Esp this one. I never would have thought to do sexy pics for my husband for our anniversary. Dude. You’re full of great ideas. 🙂
I love it!!! Good for you! 🙂
ha I love this post. i think nekkid photos for every anniversary is ideal, no? You are gorg. by the way!
you are so awesome! i wish i had the guts to do something like that… maybe one day. thanks for being so open and honest, it’s a huge inspiration 🙂
You look Beautiful!
I am jealous that you get this done. It is always something I wanted to do but I just cannot get up the courage. Hopefully some day…
you look gorgeous! the hooker look is good on you 🙂
ive always kinda been interested in boudoir shoots but have been way too self conscious. you should do another post on it more… like were you in lingerie or buck naked??
Mad props for doing the photo shoot!
Hmm maybe I would consider it w/ photoshopping. My man would be so excited!
you go girl!
Way to go! I did a naughty picture session for my husband just before we got married – and he loved them. I was nervous at first, but it ended up feeling very liberating. I’m so glad I did it, and it gave me a lot of confidence.
I’m sure Ben will absolutely love them! Does he know, or is this a surprise? 🙂
That’s so awesome that you did that! And you look great, so go for it!
I wanted to do a session for my husband before we got married, but didn’t because I didn’t feel completely comfortable. But I’m seriously considering doing it when I’m like 8 months pregnant. May seem weird, but I’ll only be pregnant once and I want to remember it.
you look beautiful.
Awesome… how did I miss out on that deal?! 😉
I totally feel your sentiment about “you’re only going to look this way now” as a reason to go for the photos. I don’t know if I could pull off that look (I lack in some areas, ha ha!), but this is why I will insist on spending $$$ on wedding shots vs. on an actual wedding.
A sexy photoshoot and free money? Sounds like an awesome day!
And good for you – I wish I could be that brave. Maybe by my second anniversary I will be! 😉
You are braver than you realize.
Damn, girl, you look smokin’! I’m having a boudoir photo session in December (Living Social deal) and am really hoping my Goofy Challenge training works in my favor (but would definitely not be opposed to a lil’ Photoshop 🙂
I love that I’m not the only one doing this kinda thing!
I LOVE that you posted this! Getting photos done is one of the things I’ve put on my reward list when I meet my happy weight. I love that you said it was for the chubby girl inside. Yep, I totally get that.
I’m not at my happy weight, but life is short so I went for it 🙂
I’ve always wanted to do that! Good for you! And your hubby 😉
Good for you, girl! I love the idea that you took the photos. I’ve never seen any Groupons like that near me…I may just have to keep an eye out for ’em now. Ow OW!! 😉
Monica! Doesn’t it feel great to celebrate your body and all the hard work you put into it!? I toootally would have jumped on that boudoir groupon too if I were you! I don’t think it is weird that you had boudoir photos done.. you go girl! At the hotel I used to work for we reserved boudoir photo sessions a couple times a month for this amazing photographer. They also did wedding shots in the lobby/lounge… LOVED all the work they did, just breathtaking stuff.
Did you do your own eye make-up?? Looks great! Did you tell your clients really why you were all done up?
I don’t understand why people JUST eat veggies when they are super hungry either… I am always hungry like 20 minutes after I eat JUST a salad or veggies…. But I do this too because I adore salads.. I always make sure to have back up emergency protein bars at my office and in my purse. I am totally a bag lady.
You look beautiful:) You make me smile everyday girl.
I think you just got the wife of the year award.
I’m forwarding this comment to Ben to make sure he gets me my award 🙂
I would totally do it — not necessarily for Lucas, but for myself. It’s the same reason I love burlesque and pole dancing…it makes me feel super sexy, even when I’m not at my ideal weight or have been beating myself up for other stuff.
Your makeup looks stunning.
Do it! I’m really glad I did.
Your hair looks really pretty, thought you might like to hear :p x
I think that’s sweet! Good for you! 🙂
I think that is such a great idea! I’ve considered doing pictures for my husband but I can never get enough courage. Ben will LOVE them!!
If I can do it, you can do it 🙂
Hey hun, if you’ve got it, flaunt it 😉 who gives a monkeys what anyone else thinks? So funny that you went to work in your full make-up though! Maybe you could start doing themed PT sessions as a boudoir-esque lady?! Step too far perhaps? x
This is awesome, Monica. You have a great attitude; I hope the pictures turn out wonderfully; I’m sure Ben will love them.
Monica you are so pretty just the way God made you 🙂 Love your blog
Monica you look freaking GORGEOUS! Hooker makeup or whatever you want to call it– I like 😀
Good for you! God, I wish I had the balls to get a nude photo taken, but my body confidence is rock bottom. It would be lovely to be photoshopped though…not that you need it anyway!
xxx
If I can do it, you can do it.
God I love Confession Thursdays…. That make-up looks awesome by the way! I bet the photoshoot was fun : D
Oh, I think you look awesome and I like that make up, well okay, it might be too much but who cares? It lools great! 🙂
You are a rockstar.
So are you 🙂
Love the smokey eyes and hair! I would walk around with all that makeup on everyday if someone did it for me. I’m makeup challenged.
You look lovely! I wish someone would do amazing make up like that one me!
Also, I totally love that “you’ll be dead before you know it” motto!
I’m glad you posted about it! Sounds like a fun thing to do, except I’m so self conscious that I’m sure I would be mortified the entire time. Your makeup looked really pretty!
You look gorgeous! And good idea!
Ha ha ha! Loved this confession post! Too funny! And love that you kept the make up on all day. Yes, props to you for doing the pics and I hear you on thanking God for photoshop. 🙂
PS- I cave for Coke Zeros too! I have a love/hate relationship with them. 🙂
i did a boudoir session right before my wedding and it’s such a fun gift! i was definitely intimidated before, during, and after so i totally understand. props to you for doing it! 🙂
It makes me feel better that someone else has done it too 🙂
You look so purdy! Good for you for doing something fun and new. I liked confession #4 the best 🙂
Love this idea for a confessions post! I may or may not steal it…if I did then I could confess it?
I’m not sure if I would be brave enough to do “romantic” photos…might have to bring a friend with me or something. But I’m sure your hubby will love it! 😉
Monica,
This was a fun, delightful post. Bravo to you for boudoir pics and creative salvage of bad pumpkin bread. This was funny and touched the foibles and weaknesses we all have in life. Keep living well!
Thanks Alli 🙂